I’m sorry for everything. You’re an amazing human being. You’re kind, smart, and funny. Oh really funny. I can’t say I started liking you because of your looks because if that was true I would have started liking you since the first day we saw each other and that’s not true. I didn’t even like you after we met. I thought you were obnoxious and self centered but funny which is why I still talked to you. The more I talked you the more I began to see what an ok person you really were. That’s when I began to like you.. Months after we met. Our friendship stayed strong and I was the only girl in the following year you still kept in touch with everyday and it made me feel special. Things were falling into place then one day I saw you with her and I knew it was over. But we became friends again during the summer. Then you led me on again only to leave me again for the same girl. I knew you were going to do that and if I were to blame anyone it would be myself. I should have learned the first time. The second time you left I wasn’t hurt. I just shrugged my shoulders and moved on. Then school began again and oh lucky me I got a class with you. “It’s fine we won’t EVER talk in this class this year will go by soo quickly!”, I thought to myself the day you walked in. But no I was wrong. Again you treated me differently but this time I didn’t feel special, I became annoyed. I told you repeatedly to stop but you always laughed it off and said “stop what? We’re just friends.” And I would say “yes I know and as your friend I’m asking you to stop leave me alone go bother someone else!!” But you never did. You’d ask me to hang out, you’d message me, and talk to me alone after school. Then I told you we couldn’t be friends anymore. I’m sorry if I hurt you that wasn’t my intention. But I got tired an I felt like the rebound(even though I never wanted to be your rebound since I moved on but you didn’t see that) every time you broke up with her you’d come to me. Guess how I felt? The guy I liked thought there was still something between us, so he moved on. Thanks!! I really liked him too more than I ever liked you. Ugh.. 😔 But I am here to say I’m sorry I left. I’m sorry I couldn’t suck it up and continue being your friend. Call me immature but I don’t regret calling it quits. You don’t know how stupid, useless, and uncared for you made me feel. I was your… Rebound even though I didn’t want to. I hope you understand now.
My apologies, Me.